I’m not a pedophile.

那些年 totally distracted me from this film. I knew Mayday sang the theme song for it. I knew is based on  幾米. But I never knew the main characters are SO CUTE!!!

OMG is that 徐嬌? that boy in 長江七號? When did she become so pretty? what happened? and who is that cute boy boy? Omg how come I didn’t know about this cute boy boy? Omg why the boy boy so cute. Omg why is the two of them so cute? Omg why did the theaters in Hong Kong use the illustrated poster? Why didn’t they use the ones with the two of them on? Omg why are they so cute. Omg how can I resist watching a movie with cute boy boy and girl girl.  Omg how can they do such cute heart pose. Omg stop using that cute stare at a old woman like me. Omg 21 years old old woman cannot resist such cute stares. Omg omg omg.

Ok the story sound normal only. I totally don’t buy into 14 years old eloping. And the CG… sorry I don’t ship fantasy romantic doki-toki CG like this. It looks forced.

But. But. OMG HOW CAN THE MAINS BE SO CUTE!!!

 

友達至上

My dad woke me up again this morning  like he always do. But this time he did it with a postcard. Basically he smacked it onto my face. I was pissed and I opened my eyes. And right before me I saw my beloved okita x kagura with four words “堅持到底”.

Nothing is better than having friends who mail your encouraging postcards or drop you random “hang on” msn messages or allowing you to stay at their house unconditionally for a week. Without even you asking for it.

When you try to recall the incident which bond the friendship, you can’t. You can’t pin point out the exact event. You don’t know where is the starting point. Instead, you will recall a series of retarded things that you do together. Is funny how things work out this way.

There are many passionate people in the world who care about politics, poverty, unjust, global warming, all the big topics. Maybe I appear as a selfish ignorant brat in front of them. Which is true, i admit it. I am too lazy and stupid to consider all these big topics. I rather watch 10 episodes of gintama than go to occupy the wall street. i do agree withe the saying that when everyone takes part, insignificant existance of every individual will snowball into one big changing force, but I am already too occupied in my small little world. Instead of putting in 100% of my love to 10 billion people, spreading it so thin, I rather put 100% of my love to the few that I know, and let them be fully immerse in it.

友達至上 .

 

Stop appearing. I am pissed.

I freaking asked for the SOGO MASCOT, that stupid elephant that is all over causeway bay.

NOT YOU SOUGO. GO TO HELL.

 

I so feel like tearing you down from my wall now. you are now banished to most hated character.

Together with sadaharu who keeps popping up whenever i typed 吉祥物. I DONT NEED YOU GUYS NOW OK. 2 weeks later then come find me. STOP TEMPTING ME NOW. STOP. HERE I AM GOING THROUGH 行軍死亡兩星期 AND THERE YOU ARE KEEP POPPING UP. YOU GUYS SUCKS TO THE CORE.

Can’t people NAME THEIR PICTURES PROPERLY???? CANT THEY SPELLLLLL

brain why cant you concentrate?

Me: 媽，如果有一日我買左啊銀抱枕返屋企， 你會點呀？

Mum:  我會鄙視你。

Ok i won’t do that then.

back to analyzing mascots.

Night sky.

I am now in the “ok I will do work 5 minutes later mode. 5 more minutes mood. And i have been like that since 8p.m. I know I suck.

Do you like looking up to the sky when you walk home? I do. I cultivated that habit during the A levels days. SOT usually ended at around 8pm and I would take 12 home. After I alighted, I would need to walk around 10 minutes home. During this short journey since I have nothing to do I would look up and try to spot for stars. But of course, as we all know, light population in singapore is quite bad so stars are basically non-existent.  Once in a while i may spot one. or two.

One of those delightful moments I had when I was UK was my way back into that rubbish dump house. In europe the sun set so early during winter. And around my area is really very dark. Hong Kong and Singapore can never be that dark. Only one street light every like, I don’t know, 10 meters. But that makes it very easy for me to spot stars. Basically the whole sky is filled with stars. Of course it is not as magnificent as the night sky in Bintan.That was a galaxy. 3 Shooting stars in a night. How amazing. But I guess the UK sky was still not bad.  And is so quiet. You can only hear your footstep and breathing. and occasional drunkard singing in the student houses. but is still quiet. Walking like a boss. I like that feeling.

But I don’t really do that now a days. I will be too caught up thinking about projects and projects. and I would want to rush home to eat dinner coz i am hungry. sound kind of sad.

Today I took the bus instead the usual mtr. Because i want to sleep. 1+ hour bus journey is the best way to sleep. I like sleeping on the bus. In a half awake state I got down from the bus and I stood at the bus station for a while. Then I looked up. I see no sky or stars. Instead I see rows of lighted windows. All around me. I don’t know why, but it looks so magnificent. Like the triumph of human civilisation or something like that. “Omg did we really build all these things? Are so many people really living here? with me?” All of a sudden I don’t feel so alone or sad anymore. I think this is one reason why I like crowded places. Is like, you know you are part of something with everyone else. Even though is kind of stuffy.

So this is me,trying to act 文藝, signing off.

 

 

I wish i can be 美型 too

One of my favourite songs from miku. Though it is not as famous. But I really like the mv. A lot. the drawing is DAMN nice. I really like this kind of very detailed, soft,美性 feminine style of drawings. I figure out a lot of very good hong kong doujin artist belongs to this category. With loose lines.  China ones tend to be more watercoloury.Which is very pretty also.

 
http://fav.me/d2dwyjf

Something like this kind? Not the best example. I remember some very nice gintama ones but I never save the pictures or the url or the author’s name so i can’t find it.-_-. Cyber space is too big.

I know Taiwan artist are all damn hardcore in details. I read the tongli manga 漫畫賞集 i know already.

Anyway I also think those american graphic novel style very cool also.

Super like Tomer Hanuka’s work.

But did you realise.

All the things that i love

is so detailed.

but here I am.

I am totally not like this coz i don’t have the patience. zzzz

I think i am turning blind soon.

I don’t want to believe in god because I want to be tthe one who makes miracle happens.

When you are doing FYP, you are really throwing your face away. literally.

First of all, you need to throw away your face to find your friends, families, people you have not talk to for a freaking long time, people you have not even talk to in your entire life to help you do surveys/interviews.

Then you must throw away your face to let people shoo you out of the supermarket because you are loitering around weirdly and suspiciously taking photos.

Finally you must throw away your face to face your tutors, let them attack you in all directions and strip all your your arguments, observation, research methods , anything you thought that are genius, and be thrown away into the landfill.

I cannot freaking believe I spent three weeks ( to make myself better, is actually  just 2 weeks. because my freaking co-op ended late and I couldnt give an early start) just trying to freaking define a single word mascot. Just, a single word. And I spent 2 weeks just thinking. JUST THINKING. I only freaking browse through 1.2 books. and I cannot believe i procrastinated. I procrastinated READING EYESHIELD AND FINISHING IT ALL. Kill me please. please kill me. and for these two full weeks I feel so ever constipated. Like, Super constipated. I never feel so constipated before. and everytime I thought I had the Eureka! moment, is gone the next day. WTF. why is my mind all over the place? why am I so stupid? Why can’t I think logically? tell me why ok tell me why. I feel like shit. Like real shit.

Now i really hope that I don’t need to sleep and eat and shit. I dont want to waste time on these kind of stupid things anymore. and i cannot believe CCAC has bloody 15, 15 weeks to do their design research. How many do I have? 5. that is 1/3 the time. I hate you Hong Kong for being for being so stingy with time. I hate you hong kong for being so fast paced. and I am sad to say that I am starting to hate sleep and food. because they waste my time. but why am i wasting time here blogging? or wasting time on facebook? DAMN YOU. DAMN YOU. DAMN YOU PROCRASTINATION. DAMN YOU SLEEP. DAMN YOU MEALS. and I bloody thinks that my period is messed up AGAIN. it was so regular when I was in UK. damn you. And damn you cockroaches why you keep appearaing even though my mum cleans the house everything day and she is a clean freak and i bloody live on the 39 floor.

Damn the world. I am hateful now. and I hate myself the most.

die. Go to hell.

就這樣一直宅下去吧

During the months when choo was in hong Kong, she keep insisting that Hong Kong is a 宅place. I told her that no is not is more than that we have food and glamour and tvb and many more. But, on listening to gin san and shinpachi proclaiming to take over the radio station in cantonese and have a radio programme with one full episdoe dedicated to gintama, I really cannot defend the reputation of Hong Kong anymore.

The more the DJ tries to explain gintama,  the more retarded it seems. He sounds so 心虛 when he says “is a very good series please go watch. It is set in edo and… aliens attack… so edo becomes… a highly technologically advanced place. *lol*

This sunday is Naruto.

Omg.

銀色天空！

FYP MAX!!!

(grammar is totally off. but, when was my grammar ever good in blog post? so grammar nazi’s out there, please pardan me. I know I suck.)

I know I should be thinking about my *TABOO WORD* but I am heading no where.

So, let me talk about

GLEE

and

EYESHIELD 21

OMG KURT YOU ARE SO GAY I LOVE YOU!!!  Kurt you are the best character ever. First episode when I see his gay and haughty face already like him. I mean, who can be so diao, singing high notes while curling his hair, rolling his eyes and giving that you-lowly-creatures-kneel-before-me-now smirk at the same time? And he dance to single ladies while giving that zomg kick for the American football trial. and his “this is alexander mcqueen” fashion sense. omg. But the best part? the best part is he stood up for his friends and family. He rather smack slurpie all over his face himself than let others do that to his friends. He rather give up his solo than make his father feels bad. And no matter how the jocks bully him, his I-am-the-queen-you-lowly-creatures face still stands. omg kurt. even if you are gay you are the man-est person there. I mean, finn? his apperance totally doesn’t suit his personality at all. I don’t know if it is the casting or what, but is just so weird seeing a tall, mature-looking musclar guy being so loserish and childish. Maybe I am too used to seeing scrawny 花樣少年 in idol dramas. but whatever is it, finn sucks. I don’t like him.

But Kurt totally makes BL seems ok.

And now I really have the urge to rush down to the field to play american football. SENA omg. HUT! HUT! KICK OFF! OMG. It has been a LONG time since I feel so fired up while reading manga. Omg. Is an encouraging story for the ordinary. Even ordinary people can be great! Even if it takes them 100000 more years to catch up with the talented elites, it is better than not trying! omg. and is American football. I cannot believe American football can be so inspirational. All  along i thought it is just some barbaric game to secure popularity status in school. OMG SENA. Why is eyeshield so underrated? I am so going to buy the full set of the manga.

Now that Sena has taught me not to give up so easily, I shall go back to my *taboo word*. I am sure I will figure something out. like what hiramu says, we don’t pray to god. Miracles are created by ourselves.

OMG FYP MAX.

 

Is like googling bleach and Clorox is only listed on the second page.

FYP has become a taboo word so please dont say that to me unless I come up to you to whine FYPPPPPPPP.

Anyway my topic is mascot and when I was searching through google image this popped up.

I really dont know whether I should cry, laugh, or be angry at google.